Change is good….

I don’t know what happened.

I do…..

but i don’t.

I am one of those girls that really doesn’t make resolutions when the

new year comes about.

Don’t get me wrong….

i have goals…

aspirations…

dreams….

things that i would love to do and then

they present themselves to me….

{more to come on that later..}

and i freak out.

Then i can’t sleep…..

i toss and turn all night….

come downstairs at 4 in the morning …start my coffee….

drinking about fifteen cups…..

then head back upstairs at 6……

soon the husband wakes up and says to me….

how’d you sleep?

This is when i lovingly look at him…

and say…

great dear…just great.

Then i’m agitated all day……

even though i made half calf…..

and i can feel the lead seeping thru my veins….

this is the point when a friend will call ….

to meet for coffee after i drop the kids

off at school…..

and the cycle starts all over.

I find i have a hard time balancing things…..

it really should be so easy….but it takes me forever

to get things done…..

{maybe cuz i’m here on the computer instead of organizing the pantry..like i should be doing}

I’ve also come to realize over this last week…

that i don’t take care of myself like i should.

Maybe it’s this freakish cold weather….

because all i want to do is sit in my cozzies and

eat my children’s frosted flakes…..
{right out of the box…no milk needed}

I’m a bona fide snacker.

There…..i said it.

I snack….and i snack all freakin day long.

I hate it…..

i hate that i’m feeling like i have no control…

when in reality….

i have all the control…

it’s my body…and i’m ruining it.

I also hate to exercise…..

the only reason i really go to the gym is because i

can watch a little tele while i bounce away on that

machine called the elliptical.

ugggh.

Don’t get me started on boot camp classes either….

because this class is taught by a very good friend, and i know

all the girls that go to class….

religiously….

these girls are there every tuesday and thursday…

and you know what…..

their bodies are like rocks……hard..and tight.

I come bouncing in…..

with my tush….literally…..bouncing….

thru all 1000 jumping jacks….

up n down the 8 flights of stairs {and back}..
that we have to do….

bouncing…jiggling…..

i swear….i’m the only one rolling my eye’s

the entire class….

then i head home….

and pour myself a big ole glass of wine

{no doubt..about a couple hundred calories…}

with no need to change into my cozzies…

cuz they are already on from class.

Hello, my name is kasey….

and i want my body back.

Did you hear that……

i want my body back!

I want to be able to sit down without my stomach

rolling out over my jeans.

Goodbye spare tire……i don’t like you!

So…..

with this being said…..

that i am not much of a resolution type of girl….

but more of a goal driven girl….

i hereby state…..

my goal in this moment…is to take my body

back.

I want to focus on just one goal at a time…one day at a time…

one minute at a time.

Yup….one minute at a time.
xo
Oh…..
and yes…i changed up my blog header…..
yes i did.
Sometimes change is good…..
though it took me forever to actually push the
button that says ” DO IT“.
I did….
*those fabulous photo’s above are from Violet Bella photography.

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